I'm still working on a name. I'm still leaning towards South Mountain.
We actually had a great marriage. For 14 years everything was perfect. Just in the last three months I saw a change. I wish I could say more but I need to be careful what I say. I have tons of stuff I would like to get off my chest but in the end I have to be careful. I can't even describe how hard it is to function when the person you loved and trusted so long is now only out to hurt you.
As far as her finding someone better... my only response is
She didn't plan on getting caught. She wanted to have her cake and eat it too. She wanted to live the American dream I was providing and have her covert wild dangerous life on the side. Oh how I wish I could post the photos I have but I won't. I have to bite my tongue hard not too say everything I wish I could.
I wish I could save her and bring her back from the path she's going but it's too late for her. I'm not strong enough to save both her and the kids. She's the one that opened Pandora's box, not the kids. My focus is on saving the kids from going down the path she has chosen. It's my job as a father to protect my kids from evil and from bad things... so I'm going to give it all I have to make sure they have the life they deserve.
Maybe one day down the road I'll find a nice woman that is into playing card design, Walt Disney World, watching movies like Star Wars and Lord of the Rings) and isn't too picky on looks.
But if not, it's not a big deal. Me and the kids will be like Full House but without Uncle Jesse, Joey, and the Olsen Twins.
Barclay Mountains Co.